| In the brief moments after being resurrected from his
self-induced comatose state and before taking the stage at his own concert, Pink
experiences an instant of mental clarity in which he assesses his present condition
and decides how to continue, if at all. While the theatrical style of the song
stands in contrast to the ethereal "Comfortably Numb," it fits quite well in the
context of the album's second half. In one sense it's only fitting that "the Show
Must Go On" is written in such a theatric style when considering that Pink, much
like the actor waiting in the wing's of the playhouse, is about to take the stage
of his own concert. Like any actor, most entertainers
must adopt a certain stage presence, living up to the audience's expectations
of what they are there to see. Roger Waters has made numerous comments about how
the rock star, while onstage, becomes a sort of god to the audience, and must
carry a larger-than-life persona. Yet when it comes down to it, they are merely
human like the rest of us, a simple person playing a role for the amusement and
entertainment of those who have paid money to see them. And so the song reiterates
the previously introduced themes of masks and disguises, though in this instance,
Pink must decide whether to wear his "rock star" mask once again and take the
stage or shed the disguise and start anew. Yet before we get to Pink's
dilemma and decision, I think it's interesting to note the childlike lyrics and
vocals in the first half of the song. While the voice beseeching "Ma" and "Pa"
to "take me home...[and]...let me go" may seem quite random in the context of
the rest of the song (and the album for that matter) I think they are rather appropriate
at this moment in Pink's life. The lines, very much like the tantrum of a tired
child, parallel Pink's own tantrum after becoming exhausted with his mind, his
wall, and life itself. And like the misbehaving child who grows weary of a place
or activity, Pink has grown weary of his own lot in life and only seeks the comforts
of home, a possible reference to his earlier attempts to rediscover his childhood
innocence. Furthermore, note that the childlike singer also commands his mother
to "let me go," possibly paralleling Pink's earlier desire to escape from his
mother's overprotective grasp while reflecting his partial desire to be released
from life. The italicized lyrics above were printed on the lyric sheet
yet cut from the song for some unknown reason. After addressing his growing apprehension
at performing "in the spotlight" yet again in the italicized lyrics, Pink goes
on to his current state in the succeeding lines, ambiguously speaking of the impending
"show" in terms of both the concert and his wall. Perhaps his audience has taken
his soul, in a sense, forcing him to perform behind the mask of "rock star Pink"
rather than as himself. The songs he sings have lost their original depth of feeling
just as he has lost his ambition to sing them for the crowd that both revere and
alienate him. Possibly paralleling the line in "Mother" in which he asks if "they'll
like this song," Pink then wonders if he'll even be able to remember "the song,"
that is if he'll even be able to perform in the state he's in. Nevertheless, despite
all obstacles, Pink concludes with the old theatrical adage that
"the show must go on" and takes the stage in the next the song. From another
perspective, Pink might be experiencing a true moment of clarity in which he fully
realizes the negative effects of his wall, aware that it has taken away his individuality
and, as he sings in the next few lines, his "feeling." And for a brief second,
Pink is faced with the consequences of his previous actions (alienation, loss
of personal feeling) and the choice of what to do next. Should he continue in
his current path, do what he is told, and see where he ends up? Should he lock
himself away again and attempt to recommence his journey towards self-realization?
Or could this be a choice as old, and equally theatrical, as Hamlet's "To be or
not to be" soliloquy? Is this simply a choice between continuing life or committing
suicide? Whatever his choices may be, Pink ultimately decides that "the show must
go on" as he prepares to take the stage and proceed with his current path, a path
that quickly leads to decay, corruption, and quite possibly redemption. |