The segue between "the Thin Ice's" guitar solo to the
quiet and repetitive guitar rhythm in "Another Brick in the Wall, Part
1" is one of the most flawless yet subtle transitions on the album…and
rightly so. There is no pause, no quiet break between songs for the realization
of life's hardships and one's awareness of self-alienation. In fact, transition
is almost simultaneous: once one comprehends the hardships of life (the
cracks beneath one's feet), mental alienation has most likely already
started. And so it is with "Another Brick in the Wall, Part 1," the first
and most restrained of the "Brick in the Wall" trilogy. With the groundwork
and ideas already laid out by the preceding songs, the metaphor of "the
wall" is first introduced here specifically. Whereas the previous songs
addressed life's misfortunes and alluded to the disguises that are crucial
in order to live, "ABITW 1" compiles all of these instructions and warnings
into one uniform and universal symbol.
The metaphor of "the wall" - introduced
here - is not entirely difficult to parse, especially after having been
lead up to it by the previous songs on the album. I've received much e-mail
asking me to explain the metaphor in full, but in all actuality, there
is little address. The album is so grand and intricate that many people
are intimidated by the thought of interpreting the main symbol of the
piece, thinking that there is more to the simple image than meets the
eye. While some might argue that the metaphor is incredibly tricky, I
believe that it's the very opposite. If anything, the main idea of the
"wall" is quite simple. In the physical world, a wall is simply a collection
of material that is used as a partition to separate two or more things.
The metaphor of the wall in the album and in life holds to this definition.
Because life is so daunting at times, we all have a tendency to distance
ourselves from it. Television takes our minds off it, alcohol dulls it,
drugs alter the reality of it; in each example, we use everything at our
disposal to prevent us from truly connecting with our feelings, from fully
experiencing life as both good and bad. As a society, and equally as humans,
we have been conditioned to distance ourselves from pain, even if that
pain helps us in the long run. As a result, we create metaphorical bricks
in our minds for every disturbing situation in an attempt to distance
ourselves from being hurt again, from feeling raw and vulnerable. Over
time, our personal walls in our minds grow higher and we become more cynical,
more jaded towards life and our connections with it. In a sense, every
brick is another defense mechanism, something that dulls the pain of a
bad situation and disconnects us from ever having to feel that way again.
Simply put, the metaphorical wall is nothing more than its real counterpart:
a collection of bricks that separate us from something else. Just as the
walls of your house protect you from the environment (both rain and sunshine,
the good and bad), the mental walls we erect protect us from being completely
vulnerable to Life (once again, both the good and bad).
Such is the state in which we find young Pink in "ABITW
1," coming straight from the realization of life's burden ("the Thin Ice")
into an awareness of his wall without a breath in between. The transition
even hints at a subtle nihilism finely woven into the album. There is
no decision between one realization and the next. From the moment Pink's
dad flew "across the ocean" (both to war as well as to death, recalling
ideas of the bodies of water separating the living and the dead such as
the six rivers of the Greek and Roman Underworld), Pink's wall had already
been started without his consent. It most likely is started before he
is even fully cognizant of being an entity unto himself, his father gone
and dead before Pink was born. "All in all," Pink muses, "it was
just a brick in the wall". By referring to the brick(s) in the past tense,
Pink displays a nihilistic resignation to his fate. His wall was started
in the past and it's something that he cannot change, or so he believes.
In other words, he believes that he was born to his wall which was created
the very second his father left and was killed; he was conditioned to
continue adding to his wall from birth, unable to ever escape the Sisyphus-ian
burden sparked by the loss of his father.
Not only does "ABITW 1" introduce the idea of the metaphorical
wall, it also establishes the musical thread used by the rest of the "Brick
in the Wall" songs. The use of this common guitar riff as well as the
deviation from it in later songs reflects the changing personality of
Pink throughout the first half of his journey (disc 1). It can be argued
that the repetitious D note played with little derivation in this first
song is directly proportional to Pink's persona at the time. Just as the
repetitious note gradually emerges out of the final chords of "the Thin
Ice," Pink slowly emerges into self-awareness, realizing the burden that
has been placed on him by the very act of living while also continuing
to construct his wall out of the tedium of his life. It's almost as if
he adds a brick with each note, one after the other after the other; each
brick is all the same in this monotonous life. Yet such monotony is still
unable to repress brief moments of emotional outburst. The absolute bitterness
in Waters' voice as he sings "Daddy,
what d'ya leave behind for me?" coupled with the biting accent of the
second guitar really illustrate the raw emotions Pink is feeling even
at this early age while also foreshadowing a time when these emotions
will explode. It's also interesting to note the bitterness in his voice
when he asks his father what was left behind, aside from the "snapshot
in the family album." It's almost as if young Pink is undergoing the psychological
stages of grief when he lashes out at his father's memory. And while he
eventually he moves beyond blaming his father for his own death, he arguably
is never able to move past the emptiness this death left in his life.
Along with introducing the metaphor
of the wall, "Another Brick in the Wall, part 1" also introduces
a thematic element that pops up all throughout the album: Flying. While
"In the Flesh?" technically broached this aeronautical subject
with the audio clip of a bomber dropping its payload at the end of the
song, "Brick, part 1" addresses the theme directly with the
very first line as Pink recounts how "Daddy's flown across the ocean."
Like so many other metaphors in this album, flying seems to have to separate,
contradictory meanings. In one instance, flight carries with it connotations
of adventure (young Pink playing with a toy airplane during the movie
sequence for this song) and an escape from one's problems ("Nobody
Home"). The flip side of that coin is that flying also connotes death
and abandonment (Pink's father flying off to war and never returning;
the destruction brought on by the warplanes in "Goodbye Blue Sky")
as well as oppressive control (Mother later singing that she won't let
Pink fly, but she might let him sing). In some instances both meanings
are simultanesouly applicable, as when the animated dove at the beginning
of "Goodbye Blue Sky" takes off to the skies to escape the marauding
cat, only to explode in a mess of blood and flesh as the German war eagle
(a symbol of death) is loosed upon the land. Somewhat like the dove, Pink
is caught in the middle of the metaphor, the subject of flying constantly
on his mind as if he's always looking to the sky for freedom, but also
a bit fearful of the destruction such unbridled freedom will bring.
The movie sequence for "ABITW 1" is just as haunting and
subtle as the song itself. While the songs never really give Pink an age,
the movie portrays Pink as being around 5 to 7 years of age, making his
musical soliloquy all the more valid, psychologically considering that
it is around this time that a person's psyche really starts to develop
a sense of self. According the DVD commentary, Waters said that the scenes
within the church were slightly altered from a real event in his life.
As a young child, Waters' grandfather (not mother, as depicted in the
movie) takes Pink to the Chapel of the Royal Fusiliers in London to look
at the memorial for those fusiliers who lost their lives in World Wars
I and II. The event must have left an indelible mark on the young Waters
who remembered finding his father's name in a book in the chapel.
It
is interesting to note the bits of metaphorical brick chained to Pink
even at this early age. Symbols of the war abound in the model Lancaster
Pink plays with, the General Service and Italy Star medals that he wears,
even the chapel itself that serves as a memorial for those Fusiliers who
lost their lives in the war. Pink's mother, whom we will later discover
to be overprotective, is also present as she prays quite possibly for
the repose of her husband's soul. Although this simple act of prayer is
little indication of the mother's sheltering personality, it does introduce
her devotion to her husband which eventually leads to her overprotective
attitude towards Pink stemming from the sorrow of losing a loved one and
defense from losing another. The next scene of Pink in the playground
is, in my opinion, one of the saddest of the film. His longing to have
a father, the joy on his face when another child's father briefly "adopts"
him by putting Pink on the merry-go-round, and the subsequent sorrow and
aching submission on Pink's face when he sits on the swing after the "adoptive"
father rejects him; all are played out beautifully in Little Pink's subtle
facial gestures. Much like his nihilistic resignation concerning the burden
he was born with, Little Pink resigns himself to a lonely swing while
watching the other father's push their children on the swing set. The
emotion is delicate yet raw, a perfect precursor to unbridled grievousness
of "When the Tigers Broke Free, Part 2."
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